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I am so humbled and pleased to have author Debra Doxer with us today on Novels Alive.

I’m so happy to be here!

Where Butterflies Go is based on your great-aunt’s life, were you able to talk with her and get these stories from her directly, or did you watch interviews, read articles, talk to relatives, or a little bit of each?

A little bit of all those things. I only met her a few times, and I was young at the time. But my father and grandmother told me her story many times. It’s always been a part of our family history. Her experience is also documented at Yad Vashem. She was interviewed by officials after the war and her testimony is part of the official documentation of events.

You write in your author’s notes that it took several years for you to complete this book. I imagine it took a significant toll on you each time you began writing, especially as these aren’t just fictional characters but are based on real people—your family members. How did you heal your heart after writing this book?

What a great question. There are so many emotions attached to my family history. There is no way to really heal or not get choked up when I think of it. My father has tried to read the book a few times. Each time, he puts it aside and can’t continue. For me, I look at my own daughter and feel tremendous gratitude.

Do you feel that by sharing your family’s story, you are honoring your great-aunt’s legacy by continuing her work so the Holocaust will never be forgotten, and history may never be repeated?

I do hope I’m honoring her and all the other survivors and victims. It was really the children who I had in mind as I wrote this. The loss of so many innocent children is almost incomprehensible, and the way they perished is absolutely horrifying. It was important for me to make sure that aspect of the story came across.

In 2018, the Washington Post reported two-thirds of millennials didn’t know what Auschwitz was, and 22% didn’t know what the Holocaust was. On a positive note, 93% of respondents to this study believed all students should learn about the Holocaust. Do you feel as time marches on, our youth may be forgetting the lessons history has taught us, and is it not our responsibility to make sure those lessons are not forgotten?

Yes!! That is absolutely why I wanted to publish this book. As the survivors pass away, it is up to us to make sure their stories are remembered. And not only remembered but understood and taken to heart. You can read the facts in history books, but I wanted to put the events out there in a more consumable way that went beyond statistics and statements, because if you can connect to the events on an emotional level, through personal stories, it’s not so easy to forget or dismiss them.

Where Butterflies Go is written from your great-aunt’s perspective, but did you agree with her takes on your grandmother, Zotia, and grandfather, Eli? Was it difficult to write your grandparents in a somewhat negative light?

Another good question. My grandmother was a piece of work, no question about that. I loved her, but she wasn’t an easy person. Having said that, I try not to judge her. She lost her whole family too and had to hear second-hand how her own parents died. The truth is, they were all scarred by what happened in their own ways. My grandfather died when I was very young and by all accounts, he was a kind and gentle man. The character of Eli in the book was bit more fiction than reality.

After Meira escapes the death squads and the war ends, she is told over and over again how lucky she was to be alive, but she didn’t feel lucky at all—she felt empty and alone but wasn’t sure whether she wanted or should change that status. However, she allowed Mr. Diamond, the sweet elderly tailor, into her life and her heart. Without giving any spoilers away, was Mr. Diamond a fictional character for the book’s purpose, or was he someone your aunt truly did come to know and love?

Mr. Diamond was for the book’s purpose. My great aunt (her real name was Lutka, by the way) never spoke of anyone like him. He was a tool I used to help us learn what Meira was thinking and to reveal her process as she tried to make peace with what happened. But he’s also a manifestation of hope in the story. Meira never lost hope, and I don’t believe my great aunt did either.

Meira was an exceptionally strong woman and truly an inspiration. While clearly, your grandmother wouldn’t want to have changed places with your great-aunt, were there ever feelings of envy from your grandmother for the attention your great-aunt received? I ask because it seemed they had an adversarial relationship prior to your grandmother leaving for America.

I honestly don’t know the answer to this, but I wouldn’t think my grandmother envied her sister exactly. As I said earlier, they all had their own baggage they were carrying, and it came out in different ways.

Can you tell us something about your great-aunt’s life that didn’t make it into the book?

I used almost everything I knew about my great aunt in the book. I can tell you more about my own grandmother. She actually went to Uruguay, where my father was born, before she came to the United States. My grandfather emigrated to Uruguay from Poland before the war looking for more opportunities, and she met him for the first time in Montevideo before they were married. My grandmother spoke four languages fluently: Yiddish, Polish, Spanish, and English.

Have you had an opportunity to visit Poland and visit Warsaw and the concentration camp where the Nazis murdered your great-aunt’s husband and child? If so, can you tell us about it? If not, would you like to go, or do you have plans to go?

My parents went to Auschwitz, not Poniatowa, but I haven’t gone. I believe Poniatowa is a bit more remote. It was very emotional for my father to be in Poland at all. I would like to go someday. I’d especially like to see Poniatowa, but I understand there’s nothing of what happened left to see. If you want to read about the events at Poniatowa, you can google Operation Harvest Festival. That’s what the Nazis called the liquidation of the camp. It occurred in the fall, November 3-4 in 1943.

You write in a few different genres. What book are you writing next? 

I don’t know what I’ll be writing next. I have several ideas, and I’ll probably get started this summer. Like so many others these days, my life has been a bit upended by the pandemic. My daughter is home A LOT, which makes working a little more challenging. But I will get back to writing soon. I can already feel the itch.

Thank you so much for joining us today, Debra. Where Butterflies Go is such a moving, disturbing, poignant, and inspiring novel and one I highly recommend all readers read and make sure they have plenty of tissues nearby.

Never forget.

Thank you so much for having me and thank you for reading the book!

About The Book

Release Date: October 7, 2020

Meira Sokolow had the misfortune of being born to Jewish parents in Warsaw, Poland, in 1912. Before she took her first breath, her fate had been sealed.

Residing in the Jewish Quarter of the city, Meira’s early life was typical. She fell in love with a local boy, got married, and had a daughter. Then the German army marched into Warsaw and everything changed. Forced into the ghetto with her family, she found survival to be a daily struggle. Hunger, disease, and unimaginable cruelty were her stark realities. When the ghetto was purged and she was sent to a concentration camp, Meira still had her family, and that was all that mattered. Then the camp was liquidated, and only a handful of survivors remained out of thousands. Meira Sokolow was one of them.

No longer a wife or mother, Meira emigrated to New York City. After World War II, the world wanted to move on and start a new chapter, but Meira couldn’t turn the page so easily. She walked through her days alone, like a ghost with nothing to tether her to the earth. Then she met Max, a handsome American, who first mistook her for one of the boring socialites he encountered every day. He soon learned she was unlike anyone he had met before, seeing her strength and resilience, even when she couldn’t. Max knew he could breathe life into her again, if only she would let him.

Tragic and heartfelt, Where Butterflies Go is based on the harrowing true story of one woman’s survival during the Nazi occupation of Poland, and her struggle to find meaning in the aftermath.

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Where Butterflies Go

About The Author

Debra Doxer was born in Boston, and other than a few lost years in the California sunshine, she has always resided in the Boston area. She writes fiction, technical software documents, illegible scribbles on sticky notes, and texts that get mangled by AutoCorrect. She writes for a living, and she writes for fun. When not writing, she’s walking her Havanese puppy and forcing her daughter to listen to new wave 80s music.


Blog Tour Schedule

Monday, October 12
Review at Passages to the Past

Tuesday, October 13
Review at Amy’s Booket List

Wednesday, October 14
Guest Post at Novels Alive

Monday, October 19
Excerpt at Coffee and Ink

Tuesday, October 20
Review at Chicks, Rogues, and Scandals

Thursday, October 22
Review at Books, Writings, and More
Feature at Books In Their Natural Habitat

Saturday, October 24
Review at Reading is My Remedy

Monday, October 26
Feature at I’m All About Books

Wednesday, October 28
Review at Robin Loves Reading
Review at Tangents and Tissues

Friday, October 30
Interview at Novels Alive

Sunday, November 1
Review at YA, it’s Lit

Wednesday, November 4
Interview at Books & Benches

Thursday, November 5
Review at Girl Who Reads

Friday, November 6
Feature at The Lit Bitch

Monday, November 9
Review at History from a Woman’s Perspective

Tuesday, November 10
Feature at CelticLady’s Reviews

Thursday, November 12
Review at Novels Alive

Friday, November 13
Review at Bookramblings


Dayna Linton
Dayna Linton
Dayna is the owner of not only Novels Alive but of Day Agency, a full-service self-publishing agency for independent authors. She has been assisting independent authors to achieve their dreams of becoming published authors for over 15 years. From New York Times and USA Today Bestselling authors to the first-time author to every author in between. Dayna is a self-professed bibliophile. While dancing has always been her first love, reading came as a very, very close second, with gardening coming in as a close third. Dayna is also the divorced mom of four adult children and a very proud grandma. She is also a web designer, social media specialist, book blogger, and reviewer. She's a long-time Disney lover and a Utah Jazz, Utah Utes, and Dallas Cowboys fan. See Dayna's reviews here: Dayna's Reviews



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